Till now

school was alright today.
but, somehow,
was a little fearful for me.

was daydreaming for math lesson.
free period went to the study room.
(:
sitting around, looked at lala do her work.
then after that finally decided to do something.

got back result for mt paper during recess.
such a disappointment. ):
c5.
gonna retake it!

eng lesson did last preparation for oral.

bio lesson,
suddenly i was so awake.
stared and listened to miss_ talked.
though most of them were sleeping.

had lunch and walked around.
worried, somehow.
chatted with charis, weixi, yvonne and adelina.
about mt result.

saw miss_.
she was kind of disappointed at what charis and i had scored.
):

went up hall at 2 but none was there.
hang around and then,
saw regina and chit chatted with her.

was like an ant on the hot pan when i enter the hall.
gosh. ..

actually, oral wasn't that scary after all.
how stupid i was the whole day. haha
finally, one burden down.
hopefully, i didn't screw it. (:

i never could explain.
the feeling within is confusing me.

i'm lost for words everytime we talked.
~

it's hard to stand by and watch.
but, i'm left with no choice.
what am i left to do?
walk away?
perhaps.

faith.